Look at me now

Look at me trying not to be here
Trying not to think of you.

Look at me feeling the pain I thought we came through
Just Look at me now

Look at me trying desperately not to cry
Just look at me, what a pitiful sight

Do I play you like a fool
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to

Is this the tide running out on us once more
Is this the tide that takes from your shore

You explain yourself to me
But the sun is in my eyes, I can not see

Your words are on the wind blowing free
Taking my heart far away from me

So look at me now

I was blinded by the love I thought you felt for me
I was deafened by the sound of my own ecstasy

Submitted on July 19, 2002.